Things are.....not that great these days.
Yeah,
it's out there.

I'm going through a tough time.
Once again.

Good things: my family is healthy, we live in a great place at a low price, my husband has a job doing what he went to school for, which is rare for most in this economy.

Not so good things: I can't quite figure out what I'm doing.
I know what I want to do.
I want to become a councilor.
And I kinda know the way to get there.
Go to graduate school.

BUT

it costs a lot of money.
I haven't tried being a councilor yet (does this seem like the right spelling?) and it would take a long time for me to do this and perhaps, most likely, it won't pay that great.

But hey,
I think I just have to keep aiming at it.
For the sake of mental health and believing in my dreams, right?
So on the agenda:
information meeting this upcoming Thursday night at Rhode Island College.

In the meantime...
try not to let my debts, my bills, and my ever-so-depressing job get me down.
This job is bad.
Worst I've had in a long time.

But I'll stick with it.
Until I find something better.
Even if it kills me....
or is that not the right approach.....?

One day at a time maybe....?
that's all I have to report for now